i know i said i would put up a europe post, and i really will.
sometime.

at the moment, i am battling AP and not succeeding.
i hate my face. i hate my fatness. i hate my stupidity.
i just hate.... myself at the moment for lack of better phrasing.

i'd love to sleep right now, and i have been for the past few days.
well, sleeping early at least.
personally, sleeping too much is a sign that something's wrong, and something feels wrong.
maybe it's everything, but then i realize it's not.
it's just me.

sadfg this is stupid, me complaining.

i wish.
what if.
i'll stop thinking like this one day.

"when words mean nothing
i'll be here singing
on and on and on"