so besides the fact of life lately that i dislike being pissed off, yet i seem to be more than usual for family reasons,

life moves on.
i've done my first batch of AP work, and i've been drifting.
at this point, i can't wait for school to start and find something to distract me again.

i'm not exactly anticipating this year, nor am i dreading it.
it's just another year.
hopefully this way of thinking is going to wear off.

my schedule isn't bad this year, and i have pretty good teachers other than for chem [but then again all the chem teachers are supposed to be wack.]
i'm looking forward to my workload in APWorld, just so i can stay up and bury myself in something that's already happened.

my europe post  will be coming up soon, i promise.
like. i really will get it done.
i don't want to forget what i was up to there.

on another note, i was searching up covers for the river flows in you [by yiruma], and it came back with a bunch of results titled "Bella's Lullaby".
WHAT THE FACK IS THIS.
i'm not sure why it makes me so mad, but maybe it's the fact i don't want this lovely piece as a part of the Twilight lore.  it's a relatively good series, albeit cliche and badly written after the first book, but i really wish that readers would try to make something for it, rather than find things and making it part of the fanphase.
i know it's been done for other stories before, but it's always annoyed me.

untilnexttime.